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<i>♪ Tomorrow's tomorrow ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Tonight is tonight ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You better listen
Because I'm telling you right ♪</i>

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Oatmeal.

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<i>♪ Don't put off till tomorrow ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Ooh ♪</i>

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<i>♪ What you can do tonight ♪</i>

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<i>♪ You get a feeling ♪</i>

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<i>♪ A feeling won't wait ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Why take a chance
On losing something real great? ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Don't put off till tomorrow ♪</i>

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What the fuck is in this thing?

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<i>♪ What you can do tonight ♪</i>

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Fuck.

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<i>Hey, Nemo.</i>

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It's the Cockroach.

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"At 87, Dolores Huerta
is a living civil rights icon.

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<i>She started the farm workers' movement
with Cesar Chavez</i>

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<i>while raising 11 children on her own."
I love it.</i>

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Is this some sort of
a Wikipedia-sponsored voicemail greeting?

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No, I'm reading an actual article
in a physical newpaper.

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Oh.

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Huh, wild.

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Can you believe this Huerta woman?
Eleven children.

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I don't even have one children.
Divorced twice.

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I've been divorced zero times.

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Max, if it's any consolation, I promise
that you will get divorced someday.

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<i>Oh, thank you so much.</i>

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Is this headed somewhere?

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<i>Reflecting on my life
and my choices.</i>

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I'm sorry about last night.

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<i>- I was out of line.</i>
- Ah, no, no.

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<i>Cooking brings me great joy,
but it alters my personality.</i>

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I forgive you, Maxine.

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And you are an amazing host.

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Aww!

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What I really need to know is...

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<i>Yeah?</i>

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Where'd you get that Israeli joint from?

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- Wardog.
<i>- He's selling now?</i>

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<i>I thought that he just bought
that bar on Seventh and B.</i>

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Well, he's not actually selling...

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<i>which is why he's reluctant to say that,
you know, that he is.</i>

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<i>- He's actually a very private person.</i>
- Is he still at the 917 number?

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<i>Yeah.</i>

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Are you gonna tell me what's going on?

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<i>- </i>I would...
<i>- Hmm. Mm-hmm.</i>

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<i>- </i>...but I think explaining it...
<i>- Mm-hmm.</i>

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...might give us both an aneurysm.

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<i>Oh. You know, your friends
can't help you if you don't let them,</i>

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<i>as I have said before.</i>

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I know.

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I got to go, Max. I'll talk to you later.

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<i>Bye.</i>

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Ah.

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Oh, there you are.

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Twenty-three, fourteen.

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And, um... 21...

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No, uh, no! Uh, 22.

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- And you want to know why 22?
- Why?

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'Cause 22 years ago...
my grandmother died.

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It was not sudden.

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Hey, Kamile, how are you?

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I've been better, Nadia. You?

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Eh, long live Allah!

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- Nice shirt.
- Thanks.

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Um, it was...

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Cholera is a debilitating disease
and is a terrible way to go.

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Mostly, uh, non-fatal.

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Hey, Ferran, how's your friend
who was in here last night

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who seemed pretty broken up?

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- Who?
- I don't know. I didn't get a good look.

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He was drunk.
He seemed distraught.

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- Excuse me.
- Oh, you're excused.

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I don't know what you're talking about.
It was pretty quiet here last night.

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No, a guy comes in. He's your buddy.
Uh, he knocked some stuff around.

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You do see somebody else standing here.

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Oh, yeah.

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Hey, Wardog.

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Uh, hey, hey,
it's Nadia Vulvokov calling you.

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So listen, man. I know that Mondays
are like your Saturdays,

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but, uh, I really need you
to call me back.

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It's important. All right?

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Thanks.

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<i>♪ In the new year ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna love you ♪</i>

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<i>♪ In the new year ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Oh, yeah ♪</i>

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<i>♪ For the new year ♪</i>

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<i>♪ I'm gonna stay away from temptation ♪</i>

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<i>♪ As long as temptation
Stays away from me ♪</i>

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She tries to call my mom
to find out where I was.

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But what she doesn't know
is my mom loves me.

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Oh, my gosh.

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Oh, wow. Well, let's start review.

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Derek, amazing job.

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Chad, you killed it.

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Nadia...

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we found a bug in your code.

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- So...
- May I?

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Oh, yeah. Yeah, take your time.

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Shh.

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- Bob left a mistake in here.
- Really?

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Yeah, that's why it's not
running correctly. Hold on, I'll fix it.

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Look, you don't have to do this
right now, Nadia.

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It could be anytime during the day,
all right?

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I mean, why not now?

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You know, life's short,
carpe diem, et cetera, right?

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<i>- </i>Phil?
<i>- </i>Yes?

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Okay.

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That should do it. Here.

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Great.

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Cool. Thank you, Nadia.

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So next is Chad.
Chad, what you got for us today?

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That's my drug dealer. I gotta take this.

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I'll be back.

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- Nadia.
- Hey.

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- It's been too long.
- Hey, man.

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How are you?

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Well, uh... Yeah, I've been better.

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It smells like George Plimpton
after a week-long bender in here.

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A professional hazard, I'm afraid.

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Isn't this place great? It's even got
a secret back room with a password.

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- That's great. Listen, Wardog.
- Okay, you twisted my arm.

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The password's <i>Jodorowsky's Dune.</i>

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Nerd.

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So, listen, uh,
these, uh, joints you sold Maxine...

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- The Israeli joints?
- Yeah.

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Rolled them myself. Did you enjoy?

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Is there anything else in them?

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I mean, something that could produce
a psychedelic effect?

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- Just cocaine.
- From your regular supplier?

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Actually, no, a newer guy.

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- Who?
- What's this about, Nadia?

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All right. Who loves drugs more than me?

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You? Nobody.

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Who loves orgies more than you?

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- This guy.
- You. Uh...

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And yet, here I am.

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I've tried almost every drug ever,
and I can't think of anything

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that would cause the kind of meltdown
I'm currently having.

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But if it's not the drugs,
uh, it's me, so...

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- Yeah.
<i>- Yeah?</i>

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<i>Is this how you answer the phone now?</i>

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I'm a little distracted. What's up?

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- You texted me.
<i>- Right. Uh...</i>

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Did anything weird
happen to you last night?

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<i>Yeah, I went to a birthday party
and the guest of honor wasn't there.</i>

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Uh...

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So look, I think Maxine slipped me
some weird shit last night,

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<i>and I don't know
how to convey to you, to her,</i>

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to anyone who really cares about me

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that I'm experiencing
something truly terrifying,

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that I am fucking scared,

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that I'm questioning my own sanity,

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uh...

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and that I may be dead.

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<i>Hello?</i>

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<i>Are you still there?</i>

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Yeah. Just trying to figure out
how I fit into all of this.

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Uh, I don't know.

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Maybe...

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help me.

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<i>You know what?
I could skip this meeting</i>

165
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<i>and come down and see you,</i>

166
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but history has taught me that whenever
I swoop down with a rescue plan,

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you're out quicker
than you left that party.

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<i>So if I come down there,
are you actually going to be there?</i>

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All right. You know what?
Do me a favor, John. All right?

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Just start fucking other people, okay?

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It's been six months.

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Hey, I fuck a lot of people!

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Oh, yeah? I'll believe it when I see it.

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Ah!

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Fuck.

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Shit.

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<i>♪ Gotta get up, gotta get out ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Gotta get home
Before the morning comes ♪</i>

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<i>♪ What if I'm late? Got a big date ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Gotta get home before the sun comes up ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Up and away, got a big day ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Sorry, can't stay
I gotta run, run, yeah ♪</i>

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Sweet birthday baby, having fun?

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<i>♪ Pick up the phone ♪</i>

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Nad? Nemo? Nadia?

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<i>♪ Wordsmith</i> ♪

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<i>♪ Let's go ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Who need a hater
To make it on all the violators ♪</i>

189
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<i>♪ Imitators call me
An innovative instigator ♪</i>

190
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<i>♪ I'm gonna break down hot rhymes
Like I'm the undertaker ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Gettin' what I love... ♪</i>

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<i>Jodorowsky's Dune.</i>

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Nadia, whoa. Long time no see.

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Happy birthday.

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Uh... what is in this?

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Israeli joints?

197
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Talk to Daniel.
He helped me put those together as a gift.

198
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Okay. Where is this cocaine from?

199
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- It's not coke.
- It's not?

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Okay, full disclosure.

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I've been working on this new thing
to help people cope with depression.

202
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- But it's just standard Special K.
- Ketamine?

203
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It's really taking off and helping people.

204
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Cancer patients especially
are responding well to it

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as a breakthrough depression medication.

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Wow.

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That... That's great. You know,
I am happy for those cancer people,

208
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but this wasn't a fucking cancer party.

209
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And now I keep dying
and... reliving the same night.

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- Does it hurt?
- You seem fine.

211
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Yes. I'm not fine, okay? Uh...

212
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So check this out about my finger.

213
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Right? I left a mark.

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Then I died. I came back.

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It's not there.

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Is there a history of mental illness
in your family?

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- That's not it.
- I only ask because...

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No, no, no, it's not me. All right,
understand, all right, it cannot be me.

219
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So, ipso facto, it has to be
your shitty fucking ketamine.

220
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Understand? Thank you.

221
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I am sorry for yelling.

222
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I'm having
a very hard, never-ending night.

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- All right.
- We gotta come back for you.

224
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- Why?
- Oh, no, let's go this way.

225
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That's the guy I was talking about.

226
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Ferran? Ferran, that's your friend!

227
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No!

228
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Fuck. Again?

229
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Those things are a menace!

230
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<i>♪ Gotta get up, gotta get out
Gotta get home before the morning comes ♪</i>

231
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- Sweet birthday baby!
- Do not offer me that.

232
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Nads, what the fuck?

233
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There is crazy-person
cancer ketamine in there.

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<i>♪ Got a big day, sorry, can't stay ♪</i>

235
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What are you talking about?

236
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Wardog and Dr. Daniel told me.

237
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How'd you know that Wardog's my guy now?

238
00:12:01,095 --> 00:12:02,972
Who's Dr. Daniel?
You haven't even tried this.

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I'm out of here.

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This is a real "fuck this," okay?

241
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<i>♪ We could dance until a quarter to ten</i> ♪

242
00:12:10,688 --> 00:12:13,232
<i>♪ We never thought it would end then ♪</i>

243
00:12:14,150 --> 00:12:15,150
Ah!

244
00:12:17,278 --> 00:12:18,487
Fuck! Fuck!

245
00:12:20,656 --> 00:12:22,992
- Sweet birthday baby.
- Why are you doing this to me?

246
00:12:24,493 --> 00:12:28,956
<i>♪ Happy birthday to you</i> ♪

247
00:12:30,040 --> 00:12:31,542
<i>♪ Happy birth... ♪</i>

248
00:12:31,625 --> 00:12:32,543
Watch it.

249
00:12:32,626 --> 00:12:33,626
Ah!

250
00:12:34,170 --> 00:12:35,546
Fuck!

251
00:12:35,629 --> 00:12:38,048
<i>♪ Got a big day
Gotta get home before the sun comes up ♪</i>

252
00:12:38,132 --> 00:12:39,425
Fuck!

253
00:12:39,508 --> 00:12:42,553
- Sweet birthday baby.
- This some kind of sick fucking fantasy?

254
00:12:43,179 --> 00:12:44,305
Should I get bangs?

255
00:12:44,889 --> 00:12:46,223
This is like <i>The Game.</i>

256
00:12:48,142 --> 00:12:49,477
I'm Michael Douglas!

257
00:12:51,479 --> 00:12:52,938
This is going well.

258
00:12:53,022 --> 00:12:54,022
Ah!

259
00:12:55,191 --> 00:12:56,567
Fuck!

260
00:12:56,650 --> 00:12:59,028
<i>♪ She knew a sailor who had been to war</i> ♪

261
00:12:59,111 --> 00:13:01,947
- Sweet birthday baby.
- Look, I got bigger fish to fry, okay?

262
00:13:02,031 --> 00:13:03,908
I got to figure out
how to get down the stairs.

263
00:13:03,991 --> 00:13:05,951
So... you don't want chicken?

264
00:13:06,035 --> 00:13:08,746
Stay the fuck away from me!
I'm coming down the stairs!

265
00:13:08,829 --> 00:13:10,247
<i>♪ For a couple of days ♪</i>

266
00:13:10,331 --> 00:13:12,131
<i>♪ And then he'd sail
Across the bubbly waves ♪</i>

267
00:13:12,166 --> 00:13:13,000
Ha-ha! Ha, ha!

268
00:13:13,083 --> 00:13:14,126
Hey! Whoa!

269
00:13:18,339 --> 00:13:21,425
<i>♪ Gotta get up, gotta get out
Gotta get home before the morning comes ♪</i>

270
00:13:21,509 --> 00:13:22,944
- Sweet birthday baby.
- Why?

271
00:13:22,968 --> 00:13:25,447
Why would you give me a joint
that you don't know what's in it?

272
00:13:25,471 --> 00:13:27,014
It's laced with cocaine.

273
00:13:27,097 --> 00:13:28,891
It is not cocaine, Maxine.

274
00:13:28,974 --> 00:13:31,227
It is ketamine,
and I've never done ketamine before.

275
00:13:31,310 --> 00:13:33,813
And it turns out that it fucks me up.

276
00:13:33,896 --> 00:13:35,731
First of all, as far as I know,
it's cocaine,

277
00:13:35,815 --> 00:13:37,066
but I didn't roll these myself,

278
00:13:37,149 --> 00:13:39,461
so if you wanna say they're ketamine,
then I'll go with it.

279
00:13:39,485 --> 00:13:40,319
Ah-ha!

280
00:13:40,402 --> 00:13:43,405
But secondly, we have done ketamine.

281
00:13:43,489 --> 00:13:45,574
Most recently at Lewis' christening.

282
00:13:45,658 --> 00:13:46,700
And you were fine.

283
00:13:47,868 --> 00:13:48,868
I forgot.

284
00:13:51,205 --> 00:13:52,790
- Fuck.
- Okay.

285
00:13:52,873 --> 00:13:55,042
Nadia, please relax.

286
00:13:55,125 --> 00:13:58,629
I did all of this for you,
including this surprise joint,

287
00:13:58,712 --> 00:14:01,841
- ...because I love...
- Because you think I'm a cockroach.

288
00:14:01,924 --> 00:14:03,884
- What?
- I'm not a cockroach.

289
00:14:04,593 --> 00:14:06,011
You're the cockroach.

290
00:14:06,095 --> 00:14:08,180
Why are you calling me
a cockroach right now?

291
00:14:08,264 --> 00:14:09,640
Because you called me a cockroach.

292
00:14:09,723 --> 00:14:11,851
When? I would never call you a cockroach.

293
00:14:13,227 --> 00:14:14,227
Maxine...

294
00:14:14,937 --> 00:14:16,355
I need you to help me.

295
00:14:16,939 --> 00:14:18,065
You're not helping me.

296
00:14:18,691 --> 00:14:21,610
You're not helping me at all.
You're sabotaging me.

297
00:14:21,694 --> 00:14:24,196
Will you stop acting crazy?

298
00:14:24,280 --> 00:14:28,158
Oh, my God!
I am not crazy! Okay? I am not crazy!

299
00:14:28,742 --> 00:14:31,829
You know I hate it
when people call me crazy.

300
00:14:33,455 --> 00:14:36,292
♪ <i>Down by the sea
She knew a sailor who had been to war ♪</i>

301
00:14:36,375 --> 00:14:39,336
Look, I get it, all right? I realize
that sounded a little fucking crazy.

302
00:14:39,420 --> 00:14:41,839
All right? I'm just defending myself here.

303
00:14:41,922 --> 00:14:43,591
Okay? This is on her.

304
00:14:44,800 --> 00:14:46,260
Or maybe you're just crazy.

305
00:14:46,760 --> 00:14:48,304
<i>♪ For a couple of days ♪</i>

306
00:14:48,387 --> 00:14:51,056
<i>♪ And then he'd sail
Across the bubbly waves ♪</i>

307
00:14:51,140 --> 00:14:53,225
<i>♪ And those were happier days ♪</i>

308
00:14:53,309 --> 00:14:55,561
<i>♪ But now... ♪</i>

309
00:14:55,644 --> 00:14:56,854
What are you doing?

310
00:14:56,937 --> 00:15:00,858
<i>♪ Gotta get out
Gotta get home before the morning comes</i> ♪

311
00:15:00,941 --> 00:15:02,109
Hey.

312
00:15:02,192 --> 00:15:03,485
<i>♪ Got a big day ♪</i>

313
00:15:06,447 --> 00:15:09,783
<i>♪ Up and away, got a big day
Sorry, can't stay ♪</i>

314
00:15:09,867 --> 00:15:10,743
<i>♪ I gotta run, run ♪</i>

315
00:15:10,826 --> 00:15:13,203
You can't leave. This is your party.

316
00:15:14,204 --> 00:15:16,290
<i>♪ Gotta let the people know
I'm gonna be late</i> ♪

317
00:15:32,973 --> 00:15:36,143
<i>♪ When I look up from my pillow ♪</i>

318
00:15:36,226 --> 00:15:38,812
<i>♪ I dream you are there ♪</i>

319
00:15:40,147 --> 00:15:41,440
<i>♪ With me ♪</i>

320
00:15:43,150 --> 00:15:45,486
<i>♪ Though you are far away ♪</i>

321
00:15:45,569 --> 00:15:49,239
<i>♪ I know you'll always be near ♪</i>

322
00:15:50,324 --> 00:15:51,492
<i>♪ To me ♪</i>

323
00:15:52,117 --> 00:15:54,078
<i>♪ I go to sleep ♪</i>

324
00:15:55,704 --> 00:15:56,704
<i>♪ Sleep ♪</i>

325
00:15:57,957 --> 00:16:00,542
<i>♪ And imagine that you're there ♪</i>

326
00:16:00,626 --> 00:16:01,710
<i>♪ With me ♪</i>

327
00:16:02,294 --> 00:16:04,380
<i>♪ I go to sleep ♪</i>

328
00:16:06,131 --> 00:16:07,131
<i>♪ Sleep ♪</i>

329
00:16:08,258 --> 00:16:11,762
<i>♪ And imagine that you're there with me ♪</i>

330
00:16:18,894 --> 00:16:20,980
<i>♪ I look around me ♪</i>

331
00:16:21,063 --> 00:16:24,858
<i>♪ And feel you are ever so close ♪</i>

332
00:16:26,026 --> 00:16:27,027
<i>♪ To me ♪</i>

333
00:16:29,071 --> 00:16:32,032
<i>♪ Each tear that flows from my eye ♪</i>

334
00:16:32,116 --> 00:16:34,702
<i>♪ Brings back memories of you ♪</i>

335
00:16:36,328 --> 00:16:37,328
<i>♪ To me ♪</i>

336
00:16:38,163 --> 00:16:39,999
<i>♪ I go to sleep ♪</i>

337
00:16:41,667 --> 00:16:42,668
<i>♪ Sleep ♪</i>

338
00:16:43,961 --> 00:16:47,589
<i>♪ And imagine that you're there with me ♪</i>

339
00:16:48,257 --> 00:16:50,259
<i>♪ I go to sleep ♪</i>

340
00:16:51,885 --> 00:16:52,885
<i>♪ Sleep ♪</i>

341
00:16:53,929 --> 00:16:57,891
<i>♪ And imagine that you're there with me ♪</i>

342
00:17:13,073 --> 00:17:14,241
Fucking Monday.

343
00:17:20,372 --> 00:17:21,999
Mmm-mmm-mmm.

344
00:17:27,046 --> 00:17:30,174
Lizzy? Lizzy? Lizzy?

345
00:17:32,217 --> 00:17:33,343
Wake up. Are you up?

346
00:17:34,803 --> 00:17:35,803
Hey.

347
00:17:37,264 --> 00:17:38,265
Thank you.

348
00:17:39,516 --> 00:17:40,517
Oh, shit.

349
00:17:41,727 --> 00:17:43,937
Looks I got mixed up
in something very nice.

350
00:17:44,021 --> 00:17:45,064
Mmm-hmm.

351
00:17:50,402 --> 00:17:51,403
Where's Maxine?

352
00:17:51,487 --> 00:17:52,487
I don't know.

353
00:17:53,155 --> 00:17:54,364
It's Monday, so...

354
00:17:55,199 --> 00:17:57,201
Uh, gyrotonics.

355
00:17:58,911 --> 00:17:59,911
Yeah...

356
00:18:00,412 --> 00:18:02,414
Will you help me out with something?

357
00:18:11,548 --> 00:18:13,008
Okay, dude, all clear.

358
00:18:17,805 --> 00:18:19,723
So what was wrong with the stairs?

359
00:18:20,516 --> 00:18:23,393
Uh, it's a long story
involving multiple deaths.

360
00:18:24,728 --> 00:18:25,813
Yeah, this is much safer.

361
00:18:26,522 --> 00:18:27,522
Look, man...

362
00:18:28,107 --> 00:18:29,358
I'm not crazy.

363
00:18:29,441 --> 00:18:31,026
I'm not judging. I love crazy.

364
00:18:31,110 --> 00:18:33,070
Today I'm helping an artist
make blood jelly

365
00:18:33,153 --> 00:18:35,864
to suspend over
a 13th century mock debtors' prison.

366
00:18:36,615 --> 00:18:38,175
The key is knowing who to ask for help.

367
00:18:38,700 --> 00:18:39,701
In her case, me.

368
00:18:39,785 --> 00:18:41,161
In your case, also me.

369
00:18:42,246 --> 00:18:43,246
Thanks, buddy.

370
00:18:47,584 --> 00:18:49,461
You gonna head back up to the fuck pile?

371
00:18:49,545 --> 00:18:50,545
Mmm...

372
00:18:51,046 --> 00:18:52,046
I gotta brush my teeth.

373
00:18:57,511 --> 00:18:58,637
Fuck that.

374
00:19:00,180 --> 00:19:02,349
- Bye, Lizzy.
- Bye.

375
00:19:03,517 --> 00:19:05,394
- I love you.
- Love you.

376
00:19:05,477 --> 00:19:09,523
<i>♪ The river</i> ♪

377
00:19:09,606 --> 00:19:11,191
<i>♪ Blowing through ♪</i>

378
00:19:11,275 --> 00:19:16,697
<i>♪ The flowing of my heart ♪</i>

379
00:19:16,780 --> 00:19:19,825
<i>♪ I hope to see you ♪</i>

380
00:19:19,908 --> 00:19:25,080
<i>♪ Somewhere down that river ♪</i>

381
00:19:25,747 --> 00:19:29,126
<i>♪ Come and stand beside me ♪</i>

382
00:19:29,209 --> 00:19:31,753
<i>♪ It's all right ♪</i>

383
00:19:31,837 --> 00:19:34,381
Are you back
at that Touchstone memory?

384
00:19:34,464 --> 00:19:37,009
Yes, I'm there, outside the school.

385
00:19:37,092 --> 00:19:40,095
Okay. You see the man's shadow.

386
00:19:40,888 --> 00:19:42,681
How does that make you feel?

387
00:19:43,182 --> 00:19:44,183
Frozen.

388
00:19:44,808 --> 00:19:45,934
Powerless.

389
00:19:47,603 --> 00:19:49,688
Is that belief true now?

390
00:19:50,272 --> 00:19:51,106
No.

391
00:19:51,190 --> 00:19:54,276
No, I know how to ask for things
for myself now,

392
00:19:54,359 --> 00:19:55,986
like... like in my marriage.

393
00:19:56,069 --> 00:19:57,946
And what would you ask for?

394
00:19:58,614 --> 00:19:59,740
I need...

395
00:20:00,449 --> 00:20:01,617
my wife to...

396
00:20:02,993 --> 00:20:03,993
talk to me.

397
00:20:04,411 --> 00:20:08,790
Maybe you talk
when you should just be touched.

398
00:20:09,625 --> 00:20:12,085
Yeah. Can you ask her to hold you?

399
00:20:14,213 --> 00:20:15,547
Yeah.

400
00:20:43,158 --> 00:20:44,158
Ruthie?

401
00:20:59,841 --> 00:21:01,093
Well, hey.

402
00:21:03,428 --> 00:21:04,721
Mmm.

403
00:21:05,514 --> 00:21:07,641
So... you want some tea?

404
00:21:08,141 --> 00:21:09,226
- No.
- Mmm.

405
00:21:09,309 --> 00:21:11,186
I don't want any of this fancy water.

406
00:21:12,145 --> 00:21:13,313
I want to talk to you.

407
00:21:13,939 --> 00:21:15,232
Okay.

408
00:21:16,900 --> 00:21:18,193
What's up, muffin?

409
00:21:20,946 --> 00:21:22,698
I think it's gonna get pretty heavy.

410
00:21:23,198 --> 00:21:24,198
Uh...

411
00:21:25,617 --> 00:21:28,412
Can we go sit downstairs in your office
like I'm an actual patient?

412
00:21:28,495 --> 00:21:30,414
I don't think that would suit you.

413
00:21:30,914 --> 00:21:32,541
You've always liked the kitchen.

414
00:21:34,167 --> 00:21:35,794
Why? Why do I like the kitchen?

415
00:21:36,295 --> 00:21:40,549
Well... sustenance, safety, nourishment,

416
00:21:40,632 --> 00:21:43,343
all the things you were missing
when you were little.

417
00:21:43,927 --> 00:21:44,927
Well...

418
00:21:44,970 --> 00:21:48,807
Uh, I think I might be losing it,
like I'm going crazy.

419
00:21:48,890 --> 00:21:52,060
No, no, no, no, no,
we do not use that word in this house.

420
00:21:52,144 --> 00:21:53,520
Never did, never will.

421
00:21:55,897 --> 00:21:59,818
What was her diagnosis?
Like, what the fuck was wrong with her?

422
00:21:59,901 --> 00:22:02,446
Do not confuse your mother
with her damage.

423
00:22:05,532 --> 00:22:06,742
Last night I died.

424
00:22:08,660 --> 00:22:09,870
What do you mean?

425
00:22:10,871 --> 00:22:12,831
- Last night was my birthday.
- Correct.

426
00:22:13,415 --> 00:22:15,250
I went to Maxine's. Uh...

427
00:22:15,751 --> 00:22:18,170
We got into a fight, so I tried to leave.

428
00:22:18,253 --> 00:22:21,298
I fell down the stairs and broke my neck.

429
00:22:21,882 --> 00:22:23,258
And I died.

430
00:22:25,427 --> 00:22:27,137
- Okay.
- Okay.

431
00:22:27,721 --> 00:22:32,017
So then, uh, I'm back at the party.

432
00:22:32,517 --> 00:22:34,603
I try to leave, you know?

433
00:22:34,686 --> 00:22:39,107
Uh, fall down the stairs,
break my neck again.

434
00:22:39,191 --> 00:22:40,567
All right, so...

435
00:22:40,650 --> 00:22:41,568
Um...

436
00:22:41,651 --> 00:22:42,651
I died.

437
00:22:43,153 --> 00:22:44,154
I died.

438
00:22:45,072 --> 00:22:46,072
I died.

439
00:22:46,531 --> 00:22:47,531
I died.

440
00:22:48,158 --> 00:22:49,659
That's four times.

441
00:22:49,743 --> 00:22:50,743
Um...

442
00:22:51,870 --> 00:22:56,458
Also... Also, my cat
just literally disappeared.

443
00:23:01,338 --> 00:23:04,633
You were such a difficult teenager.

444
00:23:05,425 --> 00:23:07,844
We've had some scary times, have we not?

445
00:23:08,428 --> 00:23:09,554
Mm-hmm.

446
00:23:09,638 --> 00:23:14,643
And I always said to you,
if things got really scary,

447
00:23:14,726 --> 00:23:16,061
you would say to me...

448
00:23:16,144 --> 00:23:19,314
Record player, Ruth. Record player.

449
00:23:22,442 --> 00:23:23,610
Are you sure?

450
00:23:27,239 --> 00:23:28,907
Should I call my guy at Bellevue?

451
00:23:29,491 --> 00:23:33,495
- Is it the nicest psych ward?
- It's definitely the closest one.

452
00:23:34,287 --> 00:23:36,498
Darling, I'd get in with you,
but my damn knees.

453
00:23:36,581 --> 00:23:39,167
So I'm gonna grab a cab
and meet you there.

454
00:23:39,251 --> 00:23:41,461
You will not be alone, okay?

455
00:23:41,545 --> 00:23:42,963
Okay. I love you.

456
00:23:45,966 --> 00:23:48,593
Can you please remove
any jewelry and shoelaces?

457
00:23:49,719 --> 00:23:51,221
I don't fuck with shoelaces.

458
00:23:51,304 --> 00:23:53,181
Okay, can we have that necklace then?

459
00:23:53,765 --> 00:23:54,765
Uh...

460
00:23:55,892 --> 00:23:58,520
You know, it's uh... It's my mom's.

461
00:23:59,062 --> 00:24:00,647
So... I'd rather not.

462
00:24:00,730 --> 00:24:01,606
Full name?

463
00:24:01,690 --> 00:24:03,150
Nadia Vulvokov.

464
00:24:03,775 --> 00:24:06,153
V-U-L-V-O-K-O-V.

465
00:24:06,862 --> 00:24:09,531
It's like Volvo,
but with more letters and dyslexic.

466
00:24:09,614 --> 00:24:11,491
Have you hurt yourself
in the last 24 hours?

467
00:24:11,575 --> 00:24:13,285
Not intentionally, no.

468
00:24:13,368 --> 00:24:15,120
Do you feel
you were going to hurt yourself?

469
00:24:15,203 --> 00:24:17,706
No. Uh, absolutely not.

470
00:24:17,789 --> 00:24:19,291
- What day is it today?
- Monday.

471
00:24:19,374 --> 00:24:22,054
If you found a letter with a stamp on it,
what would you do with it?

472
00:24:22,085 --> 00:24:23,587
Is the letter addressed to me?

473
00:24:23,670 --> 00:24:26,047
- Who is the president?
- Hey, what's going on back there?

474
00:24:26,131 --> 00:24:27,591
We got a redhead on board?

475
00:24:27,674 --> 00:24:28,674
Fire in the hole!

476
00:24:30,051 --> 00:24:31,970
Hey, man, you kiss your mommy
with that mouth?

477
00:24:32,053 --> 00:24:34,264
Hey, my mother loves me very much.

478
00:24:34,347 --> 00:24:35,987
Hey, do you need help with that necklace?

479
00:24:36,016 --> 00:24:38,393
No, I decided not to take it off.
Here's the thing.

480
00:24:38,477 --> 00:24:41,706
If I have the wherewithal to assert that
I don't want to comply with your request,

481
00:24:41,730 --> 00:24:46,651
then doesn't that mean that I'm lucid
enough to maintain my own autonomy?

482
00:24:47,360 --> 00:24:48,987
She does seem fairly lucid.

483
00:24:49,070 --> 00:24:51,072
She answered the questions
really quickly, though.

484
00:24:51,156 --> 00:24:54,117
Okay, um, I don't know exactly
what is going on with me.

485
00:24:54,201 --> 00:24:56,786
Uh, but I do know one thing for sure,

486
00:24:56,870 --> 00:25:01,917
and that is that a bunch of mama's boys
don't get to decide if I'm crazy.

487
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:04,878
So, thank you. I'm out of here.

488
00:25:04,961 --> 00:25:07,672
No, miss, if you don't sit down,
we'll have to restrain you.

489
00:25:07,756 --> 00:25:10,550
Miss Vulvokov, I'm administering
a non-narcotic sedative.

490
00:25:10,634 --> 00:25:12,469
Let me out of here! Let me out!

491
00:25:12,552 --> 00:25:15,222
- Relax. Ryan?
- I'm trying.

492
00:25:15,305 --> 00:25:16,665
- I'm trying.
- Let me out of here!

493
00:25:16,723 --> 00:25:18,058
What is going on back there?

494
00:25:26,441 --> 00:25:27,901
Nobody locks us up.

495
00:25:30,987 --> 00:25:32,447
<i>♪ Gotta get up, gotta get out</i> ♪

496
00:25:32,531 --> 00:25:34,658
Let's fuck this party
on the mouth.

497
00:25:39,162 --> 00:25:40,163
<i>♪ Okay ♪</i>

498
00:25:50,882 --> 00:25:53,093
There you are. I lost track of you.

499
00:25:54,970 --> 00:25:56,012
Oh!

500
00:25:56,096 --> 00:25:58,431
You're having fun.

501
00:25:58,515 --> 00:26:01,851
Are you kidding me?
This is the greatest party ever.

502
00:26:01,935 --> 00:26:05,272
I mean, we can do whatever we want,
whoever we want.

503
00:26:05,355 --> 00:26:07,774
Thank God I started cooking on Thursday.

504
00:26:08,358 --> 00:26:10,652
Thursday. What a concept.

505
00:26:10,735 --> 00:26:11,987
What do you mean?

506
00:26:12,070 --> 00:26:14,781
Oh, man, it's never gonna be
Thursday again.

507
00:26:14,864 --> 00:26:17,617
It's just always gonna be this party.

508
00:26:17,701 --> 00:26:19,911
And we're just gonna keep coming back.

509
00:26:21,413 --> 00:26:23,540
And my little baby Johnny's back.

510
00:26:24,958 --> 00:26:27,836
Nothing is ever gonna change.